Senseless and lost...
i started with new blog "newcastle2newdelhi" but after exactly one year of inactivity, i think it has been pulled down ... so i continue writing here once again...
what's sun without its warmth...moon widout its beauty, rains without romance...
just like a choco chip nestled in a cookie...im sitting softly in my sofa... my eyes r closed, .but i still have my glasses on...dunno why. i can feel dampness near the corner of my eyes, clueless about it. half reclined, one leg on the chair, another one just on the floor.. in one hand im holding my phone... all my senses hooked upon any sound coming from phone... searching for some clue about myself, clue about my senses... i still cant believe im blogging again after exactly 1 year... thts some coincidence...and i have had my fair share of them, that i can tell you.
m listening to Enigma, or sometime switching to some hindi music ...like tu kahan ye bata, mera to jo bhi kadam hai...etc etc
trying to make myself busy... should i cook something for myself, should i use my software to learn few more spanish words, should i just lie down, or should i just call some friend... got so many things on my mind..but nothing seems good enough to take my mind off you... and honestly, I dont want that either...but the idea of u not near me is draining me out...
its 2am in India...but I have not got any good night missed call from you... yeah, i know Indians are good at communicating even with missed calls with some pre defined meanings of each miss call.
okie... maybe i got some topic on which i can write more... coz im getting worse at explaining my feelings for you... i think i sound somewhat cliched sometimes, but this all can be attributed to my limited control over the english language and vocabulary.
but three words can sum up everything going on with me right now..and that's I MISS YOU...and i am missing you dearly, my dear..
ek khwaab sa dekha hai, bas janejaa tum ho
hum jaage to ye jana, jeene ki wajah tum ho...
dil ko dhadakne ka bahana diya tumne,
zara sa muskura ke apna bana liya tumne
keeping it short...but dont want it to be sweet...as thats not the way im feeling right now... but fir bhi..its there...a little part of my thoughts...
and the topic for my next blog is missed call and indians...yes, i think im back on blogging scene again...
Keep Smiling...
I Hope your senses are back now :)
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