Looking in to the stars...

walking hands in hands wearing their oh-so-usual expressions on their faces; sometimes complaining, sometimes laughing, sometimes glint in their eyes overshadowing every other emotion of theirs, sometimes playing and sometimes just walking looking silently into each other's eyes and letting their silence speak all by itself....I hate it all.

how much i despise them, their happiness, sorrows, complaints, emotions and all othe rbeautiful things that love do to you when you are in love. They are everywhere...just take a look around...somewhat omnipresent...they are love couples...people who are in love.

At those moment , i just thank God that I am not one among them. I never wanted to be counted among crowd. I wants to be different and I am different in that respect.

But everything changes once I am surrounded by my loneliness. It is at this moment that I desperately wish to be one among them. I want to sport those oh-so-usual lovers' emotions. I longs for someone who can understand me, who can listen to me, with whom i can share...